Monday 8 October 2012

How I wish ...




 How i wish !!!
          
How I wish things hadn't changed !
How I wish we would be the same !

We sure have grown up
With plastic smile and all the patch up

How I wish feelings hadn’t changed
How I wish you still considered me as a good friend

We sure have come a long way
With time , we gave hatred away

How I wish the communication between us today
Had the same warmth as yesterday

How I wish the forgiveness was real
And the relation we have today , 
was not just a deal !!!
                                       

Wednesday 9 February 2011

Those Moments In Life. . .

When your mother looks into your eyes & sees a person who can console her., when your mother wishes to be your child & wants you to be her mother. When she tells you her deepest fear, When she opens up in front of you.

those incredible, amazing moments in life.......


When you anticipate a thing happening to you, and instead the same exact thing happens to your closed one..those times when your imagination ,your dreams turn into your closed ones' reality...and you keep reminding yourself to be calm and accept whatever comes your way. Those self composing moments in life.......


When you realize that the first impression you had of a person was totally wrong and that person turns out to be an amazing, cheerful, helpful, caring human being..and you had thought none of it....those small shots of pleasure that build up together & form huge amount of happiness...and the moments that follow ..wherein you feel embarrassed about having had misconceptions about such a wonderful person...


Those times when you know, deep down in your heart, that what you are doing is wrong yet you behave with everyone around as if you are oblivious of the reality.. you are oblivious of your wrong..Those things that you say, do to cover up your wrong...those lame excuses you give to yourself & to others concerned..Those childish, kiddish, stupid moments in life.....


Those moments when you wish to be treated like a child, you wish to get pampered, you wish to be taken care of, you simply wish to be a small little carefree princess & instead life demands out of you a strong, confident , independent woman...those moments of self irritation,frustration,self control & forced maturity........


That moment of bliss and happiness when someone looks into your eyes & says from the bottom of his/her heart ... " you are an amazing person ! " ..and truly admires you.... Those great memorable moments......


Those moments when you offer words of courage and hope to someone & just then realized that indirectly it actually helped you to come out of your own despair. It sealed your broken heart unknowingly..You gave yourself pleasure & you leave with a smiling ,healed heart of your own & a friend whose expressions are full of gratitude & happiness & hope.

Those peaceful and joyous moments in life..............


Those silent promises you make to yourself, & follow them & enjoy the results silently ...when no one around you has a clue of what is going on in your heart.... no one but you just you know it!!!

Those special moments of isolation & enjoyment..........


I truly cherish all these special moments in life...............................

(btw this was written in a cn lecture…… I really wonder how creative I can get in cn lecture    ;)      )